In a blink of an eye, my 2 weeks term break is over before I could do anything,
I was really busy for these 2 weeks, but again, I'm not too sure why.
Yeah there was 3 projects to rush. Have to go to Ah Mui's house at Fajar, keep going back to school...
But hey, I'm late for more than an hour EVERY single time that I got so pissed with myself.
I think my record was 3.5 hours late?
There wasn't a meeting which I was on time for in the whole 2 weeks.
Even non-school/project ones. 
Why am I #foreverlate?
At the end of the 2 weeks I just felt so screwed up. 


Had one impromptu sushi dinner with my favourite Eliqah.
I like how she keeps sharing about stuff going on in her school.
Because like that I know what's going on in JCs!
I just feel very happy listening to people talk. 
But haiyoh I haven't pass her her X'ms present yet.

Hot Chocolate Nicole was in M'sia the whole time and I couldn't ask her out for kopi/hot chocolate.
All I could do was stalk her blog like mad to know how she is doing.
I think I go to her blog 3-5 times a day.
AND ALLL THE SATAY OMNOMNOM THAT BITCH NO DABAO.
In the middle of the holidays she sent me a letter through email in a simple word doc.
I was so overwhelmed I...I.. sigh.
Still haven't pass her her X'mas present also. tsk.

Impromtu dates with Hojung at Parkway all the time,
Even before my break started. Hehh.
Because I like going to marine parade a lot (feels like cedar)
And she stays like..just..THERE.
AND..10%-20% of the time we spend it studying, the rest we just go for Starbucks/McCafe/Pastamania (AglioOlio&Minestrone soup FTW!) and then we talk talk talk talk talk talk talk. About sudies, guys, and what not. <3
Oh we went to Changi City Point once too!
She says there's a lot of hot guys there and we should go there more often. Haha.
Stayed at Coffeebean to study-->Kopitiam for dinner-->Yoguru for dessert and hot guy and Ipad ^^
Met her at Tampines on X'mas eve night to exchange Christmas gifts. :)


Had a cafe outing with Aishah!
Hehe like finally! 
Everyday when we go to school together we were always talking about cafes and stuff.
Went to DblShots@Lavendar and TCC@Bugis!
DblShot was so small!!!!!! Like, it can't even fit 5 person, so they had tables outside. 
But we liked the environment very much because there wasn't much people.
It was quiet, and the weather was (Y).

Photo courtesy of: @aishilah
She had caramel latte and I had hazelnut latte! Really awesome!
She was going to meet her mum and sis after that around 6 for dinner, so we had quite some time to spare.
So we went to the Bugis TCC.
It was so big and posh for a cafe.
Very stunning!
We ate pretty cakes and I had a nata de coco strawberry drink. :D
Oh and we exchanged X'mas gifts? Hehe. 
She gave me 2 packets of  cookies she baked with her sister. One for me and the other for my sister. How sweet of them right? ^^
And I..gave her a polaroid calendar?
Didn't expect that she would have something for me and neither did she thought that I have something for her. keke.
I think that's the thing about us. We never ever expect anything from each other.
It's always nice to go out with her because all we do is drink coffee or do something very relaxing and chat about anything under the sun. 

Constance oh Constance.
Where do I even begin. 
So many times I wonder how could we even be friends.
We are so so very different. 
Like cheese and chalk.
However, I still find myself missing her a lot.
Being with her has a magical feeling, like I'm brought back to lalaland from childhood.
It feels like playing with soap bubbles.
She looks kinda like shes becoming some mini party animal.
How wrong that is. 
She's still so pure and innocent, like a tiger cub.
And I still enjoy every moment I spend with her (unless we quarrel/fight due to misunderstandings) 
This girl <3

4P'10 BBQ!
It felt so good to see them all again.
Although I'm like...awkward max with them..
Like Celine, Badi and that whole clique.
Oh and SingYi and Yuan Jing.
So many people that I wanted to see weren't there.
Like YiXuan, Saranya, Dhivya, YuJie, Hui Sian T.T
It was such a precious gathering.


I'm really thankful for this term break even tough I can't really say I had fun or enjoyed it.
So grateful all this people, and my classmates. They make projects so much more do-able and fun.
So happy to be back in school and be able to see them 5days/week.


~Never let the things you want make you forget the things you have

Why do all my closest friends think they are ugly, annoying, fat and all things BLEH when they are the most beautiful people I've ever met and I can never imagine life without them.



This, is for all of you. The beautiful "fat", "ugly", "annoying", "noisy", "stupid", "hideous' friends I love very very much.


You guys don't have to be pretty her.
Be BEAUTIFUL YOU.
 You're beautiful~ it's true~.

Sorry can't help it. 
Hehh. I am one who clings on to the past when everyone is just looking forward to Mr Simple lol lol.

 YOU!
You seem strong but it's obvious you're falling apart too.
But I take comfort in the fact that you don't actually want to die. 
You care a lot about your friends and you deserve our care too. 
Take care of yourself while you lookout for others okay~
If people can't accept you for who you are, then just throw them aside hahaha.
They don't deserve such a huge place in your heart.
A bigger portion can be reserved for me!
You don't need 100 friends, all you need is a few that is worth keeping, and you know who they are.

 I'm sorry I can't make any more time for you this few weeks. 
I'm really busy and I really hope the dinner will help.
I really want to go to a museum with you again one day.
I really want to go to the beach with you one day and just talk rubbish and watch the waves crash onto the shores.
I won't give up on you.

 You may not know this, but I check your blog every time I go online, to make sure you are coping fine. 
When you're not, I'll definitely try to go to you, no matter how exhausted I am.
There's a lot of people who cares about you. In different ways.
You're not ugly. You are not. You are ugly only when your heart is.
We didn't say you didn't try. We know you did. 

You told me you'll be strong and hang on for the next 1.5 years.
You told me you'll emerge victorious.
You told me you screwed Os, so you can't screw As. 

Now I have money...
But I dont bear to spend it anymore.
I wanted to buy so many things, when I had no money,
So I control, and tell myself I don't need them
Now that I have money on my hands, I can't help but tell myself the same thing.
I keep looking, looking, telling myself I'm going to buy this and that.
But no, I will never buy them.
I'm so scared that once I spend that money, my parents will suddenly need money and ask me for it.
And I'm afraid I don't have enough to lend them,
I want to be able to help my parents.
I want to help them pay off their bloody bills.
I don't know what to do with my money!

How how how!
urgghhhh pekcek.

Anyway, school has been fun! I love going to school. I love what I'm learning and the people I have around me.
My classmates are awesome!
We motivate each other a lot and we really try to not to leave anyone behind. I love this spirit!

Didn't work for 4 consecutive weeks due to tests and exams, so I'm like chionging work as much as possible so that I will actually have money going in to my bank account at the end of the month. So yay! After working for 5 days this month, I have around 150bucks going into my bank account in another 13 days!
Then I shall chiong until I have at least 100 bucks for my next pay for the rest of my holidays. Then I work on Sundays... Hehehh. Money!
My favourite..eh no, make that everyone's favourite manager has been transfered to TM Seoul Garden! D:
The kitchen aunties also want to transfer alrd. Haha.
I need to change job soon. Or just get another better paying job, and keep my current one as back up in case I get fired lol. Seriously. Because I need to make more money without working so hard!
I'm so tired!
Luckily for me, I'm just physically tired. Kekekeke.

I'm also going to coach Hairie and maybe Lina in Maths. I hope I will be of help... :/
I want to see Lina in NP! Hehh. I love her! Everytime she comes to eat at Seoul Garden with her family, she comes up to me and hug me! heheheh.

Okay I'm done! Heheheheheheh.
I feel like giggling the whole day!

I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you when you needed me.
I tried to be available as much as possible.
And no, you haven't been imposing on my life.

And I was always proud to be your friend.

WTF stop asking to do so much stuff every time I wake up in the morning or come home from work. I just want a little me time. Fuck, everyday work, help you go online check this check that print this photocopy that. You think i not tired ah. Then now you expect me to vacuum the whole house before i go for work tmr at 12. I really am tired already. You think i want to work such long hours? You think all the money i earn i blow it all on myself? Fuck i just give you my ATM card after my pay is in.

This CNY was so hard for me. I had to help with the spring cleaning every night after I finish work and off days. Standing more than 8 hours a day at the restaurant was bad enough. But I hung on. CNY eve I helped all the way till 2+, 3. I was the last to go for break. Even Mummy sneak into the room to catch a little nap already. I had a cold but I helped. Because i told myself and Mummy this year I can't use studies as an excuse anymore. Mummy is right. You don't give enough credit to people around you. No wonder she always tries to fight for some credit because you never gave her her's.

This coming off day, I'm going to the cafe in the library or some quiet corner in Changi Airport where I get to get away from all the shit you will ask me to do when I'm at home.

I don't like working for such long hours either. But the restaurant is now short of ppl. I know, you guys don't get why should I be bothered right. But i have friends there. I don't go for work just thinking about the 5 bucks I'll get after every hour. You all don't work there, your daughter does. And, I enjoy work more than the staying at home photocopying stuff and helping you with all the admin shit when you can also do it yourself, or get meimei to do it when she's free.

Fuck I just want to sit down and write/reply letters, watch some of the shows/listen to new songs which I've been missing out on due to work and at home shit since my off days and hours don't belong to me.